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So, today was the first day of the new year and Sixth form. It was fucking shit…

Yes, prepare for angry swears! So, the day started off fairly well I guess… I arrived, went to the common room, oh fuck me, turns out I forgot a sheet I didn’t know existed… So, I lined up, asked for a sheet, did it all, then skipped the line to find out I was in Mrs Trebey’s form… not exactly what I wanted… but what can I fucking do?

I got up to the room and waited as people were coming in. It didn’t look promising… People were coming in, turns out most the people in my form, are people I don’t actually talk to… Woop dee FUCKING doo… So I guess I can talk to Eliza, but then she hates me… so yeah…

We filled in a bunch of sheets… and stuff… got our timetables before everyone… go into that later… soon we went to the main hall to get worded at by Mr Hirst and then spoken to by Mr Jennings. Surprisingly it was still looking good…

It only REALLY got bad at Break… Everyone had their by timetables now… Quick run through:

Monday, Maths KTA, Study, Chemistry GHI x2, Physics KFL, Chemistry GHI.

Tuesday, Study x4, Physics DHAx2

Wednesday Maths NHY, Maths KTA, Biology MWHx2, Study, Maths NHY

Thursday Study, Biology RCR, Study x2, Biology RCR x2

Friday, Physics KFL x2, Chemistry SPE x2, Maths NHY, Study

Turns out I share no lessons with anyone, and very little frees with anyone… oh. Fucking. great.

Then began the long period of no one doing anything. Meaning the sociably inept people sat to one side hoping that someone might talk to them, oh… no, No one did.

Then Lunch, oh, it was the same thing. I got a drink with Nico, we watched Ben have verbal sex with his new found high fiving friend (who high fives in a very Callum S and Harry Ng way…) We registered, everyone went to the bus meeting, I was left alone… yay… everyone came back from the bus meeting. I tried to talk to people again, that failed… I then went upstairs to try and talk to people, fucking failed a-fucking-GAIN. I then gave up talking to people, but then Simon came to save the day and I spoke to him and Nat for the rest of the time…

Seems that the “cools” (or a large group of people) go upstairs and everyone else goes downstairs… Can’t wait for the Upper sixth to push me out the way some more… woo…

Also, turns out, Ben is a cunt… yeah, that’s right, I said it… why? When talking with your new bestest friend you didn’t even TRY to involve us, it was always, “We’ve already talked about it so you can go away now.” yeah… thanks… Another reason could be because you told Lauren that Max didn’t enjoy the film so now she hates him, despite the fact he never said he hated it, he only said it was a bit predictable but he got into it eventually… hahahahahaha, yeah, REAL funny… if you didn’t like us, just say so…

Um, I’m sure there was more to anger about… oh yeah, now when I look at my phone, I get depressed… woo…

so yeah, first day… in all the knee deep shitness there is…

So here I thought the last week before the easter holidays would be… fairly relaxed. Not TOO relaxed… but you know… relaxed enough to get by. I was oh so wrong however. Well, first I’ll say my original plan for this week. First, at school, I was going to print off all the pictures I Had ready for art. Decided against it when I was at the end of the day trying to format all the pictures and then realised I had to also re-size them and get them in a good place to cut out etc. So I decided against it. No biggie, I thought, I will just do it at home, it’ll only take like 4 seconds out of my schedule… Oh I was wrong. The printer has no Magenta Ink and is running low on… Cyan I believe…. so that idea part of the plan was THROWN away into the dusk. So after I was meant to have stuck in my pictures, I was going to draw a picture, then do some more of my Media then do a bit more art, my Andy Warhol research, then… I’d be done for the day pretty much, or even week. I mean, afterwards, I’d just have to do a small bit of DT, a bit more Art, and some more Media, the media being copying.

NO!

I was wrong. Today I got the wonderful privilege to realise, that this week is going to be like catching your balls in a vice, the vice falling off a cliff with a 1000 tonne wait to it, then whilst the pain slowly came, woodpeckers would fly in and start to peck at the elasticated….. and then an Angry cat would bite them…. and maybe turn sterile just for kicks…. Today, I found out that over the coming week… I need to do:

2 Radio show scripts and analys, copy up about 3 A3 sheets, finish my ‘The Orphanage’ film stuff and probably some more, for Media… all in for at least Wednesday…. the A3 Sheets and radio scripts are Friday.

About, 2 colour pictures, at least two pictures of myself in manga style and Roy Lichtenstein style, Andy Warhol research, 1 tonal study, some notes on about everything, slowly come to realise what I’m going to do for my final piece and know what to do for the bottom panel…. for Art… mostly in for Thursday.

About… 4 A4 sheets of paper and 1 A3 or 2 A3 Sheets of work for DT. Oh, and Finish my actual project….

One Practice essay and a redo of my Romeo and Juliet work…. for English, the Romeo and Juliet for period 5 today, and the other for Friday.

Research and crap loads of work for a redo of my Science in the News for Chemistry…. the title being something about copper in mobile phones being reused. FOR THURSDAY!

French Revision for my speaking… sure it is for after the holidays… but I still need to do some.

I’m sure there was one more… but that has slipped my mind.

So my relaxing week has gone up in my radioactive, sterile flames of my balls…. Today, I ended up NOT getting my photos printed off…. played Rock Band until Dinner… then I got 1 Tonal drawing done… and my media for the day done… started my Andy Warhol stuff, did one page on him…. found out his work is as dull as… art… I have a whole page blank… this is meant to be done for tomorrow…. Tomorrow, I have to…. copy the Media A3 sheets. Maybe do at least 1 radio show and get started or finish my science in the news stuff. Then Wednesday, I need to do more Art, more science and probably more media. THEN Thursday, I need to do that practice essay and any media left unsolved… Friday… I can make that 20% I need on maple… which is like 2 hours of gameplay…. What is worse, is come Friday, not only will I be knackered… but the day after… I am gonna be starting my, sleep for no hours routine… I have made a good haul…. of sugar…. during this whole painful time… the work and the no sleep, I hope to get a few more little sketched comic pages done….

So yeah, I am gonna go with no sleep again… “Why?” Well, because on Maple my friends were talking about how if you go 10 days without sleep, you die…. I instantly saw that as a bet… so I am now going to see how long I can go without sleep…. each morning and night, I will take a photo of my eye to see bags hopefully develop… this is really, when I should do all my art… or even work… but no, it all had to be done BEFORE Easter….

Gawd…. I’m soo… pissed about this work…. that I’ve forgotten what happened… OH! Media, we got told how there is much more work to do… I made a stab at Ellie’s lack of work she has done by saying, “Hey Ellie, don’t you need to analyse your work? Oh wait, that’s right, it’s MY work.” Which I quickly followed with, “Well our work.” Pointing to Cheyenne…. The annoying thing is… I’m showing all the technical PIZAZZ but also losing marks because… well Ellie, on her yellow sheet of keeping track of what work had been done, has written, “Photoshop” each time… we did any of the photoshop stuff…. In our group… we could’ve EASILY got this done quicker… but instead of the group splitting up to do different jobs…. it was more of, we all do one job at one time… meaning there is no change in the “What the group has done” box and the “What I have done” box… although, there should be for Ellie’s but there wont be…. Other than that… not much else in Media.

English, the second I walked in I was given back my crap and told to redo it… so I got sent to the Library to try about 3 computers ’til I found one that worked… rereading that essay… gawd, I sounded like Harry Biford….

Drama…. We were given our marks… oddly enough, Miss Archer gave me some work back that was like 10/20 or something to redo…. in my work, I found a piece she had marked 5/20… WHY  WASN’T I GIVEN THAT BACK?! This was the Blood Brothers work… Why was I never given that… for the time we were doing it… instead it was mostly just the work I wasn’t there for… meaning I got an 8/20 for that one… overall… I got like 78/120 and 27/40 for my practical… so that… is a nice juicy C or lower…. probably a D… sure the marks aren’t definite… but 27/40… to me sounds like a shit mark for the practical….

French was boring… cover lesson, no work done.

Lunch was dull… no one was anywhere, Simon was ill, Ben I can only assume was getting interviewed…. Chloe and the gang were elsewhere…. so I went to finish my English… the Nick was gone… even though it can get… boring talking to him, so I was left, sitting as the noisy crowds slowly made me think more and more of melting puppies and then pouring the melting puppies into their eyes and kicking them whilst they screamed in pain… *cough*

English, handed work back in, got told that I look miserable…. because well, if you don’t know why, you don’t read…. then we did some more notes that I hadn’t done then got given the essay thing to do… god I wish I hadn’t finished my essay at lunch… I could’ve dossed until the end of the lesson… sitting there.. typing eff all….

DT we looked at past papers…. seems like the people that are good at DT (Simon) aren’t good when it comes to the words… so, Ned and mostly I were answering the questions… which is odd… because we are the furthest behind…..

Then the whole ordeal started….. I’m a bit annoyed by daylight savings…. I know have to go through a lot of things and move it forward one hour…. which we all know is freaking annoying…. there should just simply be a “Daylight Savings” button… which when on, adds an hour, and when off…. takes off an hour… or doesn’t have the extra hour… or whatever.

So… tomorrow, be prepared for another blog…. most likely with a little sketch…. If I do enough I might start something… and make it on wordpress or something… not sure how that would work easily…. not as if I can get something in from DeviantArt… I could do some kind of Flickr thing… and just use that… I dunno…

So… this week I will be tired… grouchy… don’t be surprised if I punch you in the face… I’m serious Ben… I will…. don’t make a comment or… I will kill you, AND your boat…

have fun! ^.^

That’s right! I seek BLOOD!!!!!!! Why you ask? “Is Chris just being is normal ol’ CRAAAZY self?” you ask? Perhaps, this time I have a reason for my hateful blood lust!

I have just spent about…. an hour and a half to about two hours drawing and colouring in a background for a picture…. As an experiment…. It took me sooo long, it was tedious….Thankfully, I had Black Books to keep me company. “That doesn’t sound like a good reason to want the head of the world on a plate with a glassful of its blood as a side dish!” I hear you cry, and it isn’t…. What is though… JUST as I was finishing…..  JUST as I was about to put SHADOW on the bottom to make it look fairly good, the LAST few details…. Paint.NET FUCKING FROZE!!!!!!!!!!!! I hadn’t saved! And now about two hours of my life have been wasted…. and this time there isn’t any form of gain…. I mean, sure I’ve wasted about the ENTIRE 2 week break…. But I could prove that I did something from games and shit…. NOW there is no record of my pain and work…. THIS is why I don’t like hard work…. Cause it ALWAYS goes wrong at the end…..

Also using Paint.NET I tried to make draw a picture just using my mouse…. this turned out to be fucking HARD! I mean, My mouse although moving in a diagonal motion came out as a more horizontal…. Stupid Square way of doing things… WHY NO HEXAGONS?!  Or… nanogons…. Or just a shape that fits together… that is better than square….. The picture looks shit because there was a bit where I mindlessly accidentally selected ALL the black lining then only deselected one bit because I was trying to get rid of some of the black lines on my shading but all at once…. and ended up turning a lot of the stuff I did to one colour… Like the sword… which looked shit to begin with…. it is even worse now…. You will have to search pretty damn hard to find it….. Chances are Sean and Kevin might’ve already seen it… or will when they check the forums…. but Nut sacks to that…..

I wish Paint.NET had better brushes…. it would make grass easier…. but then I guess it would be nearing Photoshop standards…. so then you’d actually have to pay for it…. It would appear that Paint.NET is not really that great for doing something from scratch….. I’ve only drawn one picture this holiday… I haven’t even coloured it in yet… let alone SCANNED it in….. I might do some more… then try and CRAM them all in on Monday…. or maybe some day like that…..

I’m not ready for school…. Before I went into town…. I pretty much hadn’t left my bed since…. about boxing day evening…. apart from to eat…. sometimes and pee….. Or to play on the PS2 in my Brothers room but even then I had something to stop me from going into Withdrawal….

I’ve also forgotten when the Science exams are…. so no revision THERE!
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